I think I'm in shock

Well, I'm pregnant. For the third time. It was sort of planned, but it had been so long, it was kind of unexpected. I was ready to quit, and was really okay with the fact that we have two beautiful sons. So, I don't know if I'm really happy or not. Of course I will love this baby with all my heart, but I'm feeling very overwhelmed with this pregnancy. It seems harder than the last two, and I'm scared to be taking care of another baby. It's been 4 years since Luke, and it was hard then. I can't even imagine how much harder it's going to be this time around!

Okay, I know I sound really negative. It's probably hormones. Hopefully once I'm past the first trimester, things will calm down some. Please pray for me, that I can get through this without being too negative, too sick, and too hormonal.

Maybe I'll get back to the blog so I can chart some of the crazy thoughts I'll be having over the next 8 months or so.